i swear to god I’m such a low maintenance friend like you could have not spoken to me for months and ill still be like yEAH FRIEND HI
I’m so close to being able to play Theme of Laura…I can practically taste it! But I had to quit ofr the night because my fingers are sore and I’m just a tired lil bun…. u3u
My boyfriend brought his guitar over and started teaching me a bit before going to work. He left the guitar over so I could practice. So far I have learned the first part of Song of Healing and I’m trying to learn Theme of Laura.
ALSDKJFALSKDFJ MY PHONE KEEPS NOT SHOWING CALLS AND APPARENTLY BOYFRIEND TRIED TO CALL YESTERDAY AND TODAY BUT NOTHING IS SHOWING UP AND I TRIED TO CALL HIM BACK BUT FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
The semester starts in a few weeks and I’m not ready. I’m not ready for the stress and worrying. I’m not ready for any of it. What really sucks though is that I won’t get to see boyfriend that often, or so I think.
I know that may sound clingy but I’m afraid that we might grow apart. I don’t think that would happen but still….what if he gets bored of me? Idk I’m just a whiny pissbaby.
It was a time when she should have only worried about which color crayons to use or what kind of sandcastle she would build. Instead, she was left with scolding words that dripped with authority and expectations too big for a girl of only six to carry on her little shoulders. In a way, it seemed like she was only meant to be a doll; delicate and silent with no mind of her own but beautiful all the same. Yet, she did receive a bit of solace in the form of watching lures bob on the surface of the water as the smell of salt filled her nostrils. The cherry on top for such a comfort was the sight of blood and fish innards that tainted the girly ruffles of her dress as she gutted their catch of the day and listened to her father’s antiquated stories.
He always hung up the phone without saying goodbye.
Did it bother her? Her spoken answer would be no. But there was a part of her that actually longed to hear that word before hearing the sound of their calls being disconnected.
Leaving off that word always made her wanting some sort of resolution. Each time they spoke, she hoped that maybe he’d magically spew that one word, so that maybe ends would be tied up for that one encounter and even forever. Afterall, he could die after they spoke, and there would be no resolution between them, leaving her with something else to haunt her mind.
Copper eyes stared at the screen of her phone, watching as it switched back to her wallpaper. A frown marred her features as she slipped the device back into her pocket.
Truth be told, she never was one or goodbyes. They required too much emotion for such a short event.
Maybe that’s why it bothered her so….
She had invested her emotions, and quite possibly part of her heart, in him; an accomplishment she wished she never had achieved.
do u ever have a thought that’s so fuckin inappropriate that u feel like dumping a bucket of water on urself like. calm down, self. tone it down. think about jesus
the “text me when you get home so i know you’re safe” kind of people are the kind of people i wanna be around